Hey!! After a long long time. I feel like an old woman would. Things I could do…time running out…aching joints…cellulite and stretch marks…nostalgia…ah!! nostalgia, of things that never happened.
The weather is perfect. All of us could sit in a car, hit the road, sing and go places. I know that will never happen. We will never have enough money. Nor enough interest.
I see nice pillow cushions on online shopping websites. The ones I would like to put on my home pillows. The ones my friends would grab and play with, and rest their heads on to discuss things. To make plans. To joke. But that won’t happen. Simply won’t.
These thoughts take me to the sepia, to nostalgia. Of things that never happened.